Delora oh delora.

2010-10-16T14:19:00.001+08:00

Troubled.
I feel like deleting everything.
Can I earse and rewind.

i have no idea

2010-08-04T20:53:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, it feels like there is nothing to hold on onto

this feeling gets so strong, i know its so wrong.

you

2010-05-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

“Life is like a box of crayons. Most people are the 8-color boxes, but what you're really looking for are the 64-color boxes with the sharpeners on the back. I fancy myself to be a 64-color box, though I've got a few missing. It's ok though, because I've got some more vibrant colors like periwinkle at my disposal. I have a bit of a problem though in that I can only meet the 8-color boxes. Does anyone else have that problem? I mean there are so many different colors of life, of feeling, of articulation.. so when I meet someone who's an 8-color type.. I'm like, "hey girl, magenta!" and she's like, "oh, you mean purple!" and she goes off on her purple thing, and I'm like, "no - I want magenta!"”
- John Mayer.

woah

2010-02-27T12:51:00.003+08:00

Friday, February 26
You're in the thick of the action, which is just the way you like it. Who knew that you could meet someone who sets your buzzer ringing too? Make sure to get his or her contact info even in the middle of the hubbub.

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Horoscopes.
They say horoscopes are really vague. Astrology. Astromony is diferent yea.
Lets see a pair of twins born just min different from each other, share the same horoscope and features. Yet their life could be tragically different, world apart.

Different magazines showing contradicting ones. And when you see one, you relate to it so well.. Is that confirmary biases?

The thing is..
something like that did happen at HSBC Women Championship.

class renioun

2010-02-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

The holidays are here.

Class's chinese new year renioun yesterday. Bought this totally awesome marshmallow 'fleece' pants. Was really nice meeting up with them at Ben's place. Had steamboat and blackjacked and I fogot to bring my main wallet, so I gambled just a little and stop when I had enough taxi fare. Daniel became my ' sugar daddy' for the rest of the games. We had that totally omgosh, ewwing nail vanish tasting barcadi, which is 77% alcohol. Did shots, gulped coke. It was a funny scene ^^

& I still have that phobia when I smell alcohol. Never will I get drunk again!! everrrrr

Cabbed home. Just got off on the phone with Chen. Its nice that we are neat yea.
Should be confirming my ticket tomorrow. Can't wait to get out of Singapore. I need to recharge elsewhere. I want to see you there. How about a trip to ocean park! hmmm

2010-01-28T23:41:00.004+08:00

Emotional overrun?

Caught Law abiding citizen today.
It was good. 7/10?
I think at the end, they lost their mojo for the storyline.
But it was good. Esp about the part where they said, It is not what you know, it is what shown in court.
Life is like court, someones always judging.
It starts before you even know it. When you see them, the verdict is already out, then you have to go prove yourself. Thats not very nice

I drank *that* glass bottle drink today
It reminded me of that night, the sea breaze, the tease
Sharing of that bottle. Today when my lips touched the tip, it evoked something in me.

& now its not in my favour.

oh yea I got C for marketing. I can go bang my head now.

love game

2010-01-16T22:12:00.001+08:00

I wanna kiss you
But if I do then I might miss you, babe
It's complicated and stupid
Got my ass squeezed by sexy Cupid
Guess he wants to play, wants to play
A love game, a love game

Songs

2010-01-14T20:55:00.004+08:00

Song list includes 6
1. If You Can Afford Me- Katy Perry
2. Vanilla Twilight- Owl City
3. Starstuckk- 3oh3
4. Fairy tale- Alexander Rybak
5. Down - Jay Sean
6. When love takes over - David Guetta feat Kelly Rowland

Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake
I miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
Cause I wish you were here
I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in Vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
As many times as I blink I'll think of you
tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

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I EFFING MISS YOU K

feelings

2010-01-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

I read a secret someone posted on postsecret.blogspot.com
It says, I am terrified that I'm not in love.... I'm just comfortable.

Somehow somewhat, it stirs something in me.

More on this later?
Superman returns is showing now on TV.

2010

2010-01-08T06:27:00.002+08:00

No?
Nvm, I'll take you with me on the ride.

omg k

2010-01-05T23:35:00.002+08:00

Im like (((((: now.
because of what you said. 4 words + a smiley face.
Awww man. This feels....different.

Meet me in the another bed

2010-01-02T09:41:00.002+08:00

A preview of what am I gonna be wearing tonight?

All of a sudden I have like 3 different set of clothes which I wanna wear. Hahahas

And yea I had my nails done again ( I have the nicest manicurist everr- they were suppose to close at 6pm. was late for the appointment set at 5.45. They waited for us till we came in at 6.25pm !! They waited for us and those luckygirls who were there to do last mins too, Happy New year! ) The last manicure lasted 3 days. New year party is not a nice scene.

New year 2010

2010-01-01T14:39:00.004+08:00

You know you like that pair of 4 inches heels, however they say you are too tall. They say no way are they gonna stand beside you when you have them on. So what do you do, yea agree with them. It's silly wearing them out. Maybe impossible to do anything in and its a waste of money.

Well, what about the truth, what about that tiny voice at the back of your head. Can you ignore it forever?

Here's my answer. Its a breathe taking one.

Hahahs, so for 2010, my new year resolution will be..

A BETTER Delora.
Be true to myself, my feelings
Slow down on stuff !!

Fairytale

2010-01-01T14:24:00.001+08:00

Before I start this year, I found this awesome song. Tweeted something tho

Years ago, when I was younger
I kind of liked, a boy I knew
He was mine and we were sweethearts
That was then but then it's true

I'm in love with a fairytale
Even though it hurts
Cause I don't care if I lose my mind,
I'm already cursed

Every day we started fighting
Every night we fell in love
No one else could make me sadder
But no one else could lift me high above

I don't know what I was doing
Suddenly we fell apart
Nowadays I cannot find him
But when I do we'll get a brand new start

Fairytale (Alexander Rybak)

HAHA ME

2009-12-31T13:25:00.002+08:00

Tonight.

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

It used to be my alarm ringtone, my shower song. Was singing it with aunty. Awesome lyrics. Real feel to it.

omgosh

2009-12-31T12:57:00.000+08:00

Manda!! I was looking at the lyrics, and then OMGOSH, I remembered
fragments of the dream I had. Then it was like, WOAH~ Arg, then there was this
co-incidence this morning that happened, now I think how awesome my last day of
2009 is. I woke up like -> :s , saw something on my phone became like ->
C: Read the lyrics a...nd remembered the dream, -> C: + ♥ + awwww man. what a
wonderful start of the end.

By me.
Im like in the state of WEEEEEEE~ now.

Game show- A moment of truth

2009-12-30T23:13:00.003+08:00

Watching a moment of truth.
Man its totally evil!!!

However I wanna play it!!!!
with questions like,

Have you kissed a girl passionately before?
If your boyfriend wants you to stop flirting with other guys, will you do it?
Have you ever regretted getting back with your boyfriend, x?
Have you ever changed into a sexier outfit after you got out of the house saying bye to your boyfriend?
Have you flirt with your co-workers or boss for advantage?

Hohoho, ask the right question people at the right timing, and the chances is that you will get the answer.

I printed out the thingys I made. It killed 30000million braincells for each one I did!! 15 MORE TO DO tonight:/ I printed 2 other pictures too to get to the min printing amount of 10. I can't stop looking at one particular picture now :/ that is not good...

I shall stay on track alone

2009-12-29T09:30:00.004+08:00

*thinks you are thinking too much

*thinks Im thinking too much

**not good.

Off to gym at 10. Mani later, Ion, Airport at 3, then four seasons.

You're nice however it makes it more complicated doesn't it.

Because, I don't wanna waste any time & you can't afford me

so just add me on FB, its the closest you can get Calvin at least for now

2009

2009-12-27T12:28:00.022+08:00

People take pictures because they want to capture the moment.

Here's a glimpse of what year 2009 is.

Certainly there is so much more. But this post took over 3 hours. & I need to head out. So I'll edit it later. Watch this space people (: ttyl

2009-12-26T19:32:00.003+08:00

" I don't believe there's that perfect job, that perfect relationship, that
perfect life, but I do believe in that perfect moment. "

- Delora thinking while doing stationary cycle.

I want many to experience many many perfect moments !

2009-12-24T11:21:00.003+08:00

Checklist

Update marketing group
Go shopping for conditioner, envelopes
Choose photos for guestlist!!
Go EARLY for mass
Finish my Christmas cards
" Dear you " to do ( before 2010)

Something else

Love how lyrics can say things out ; put words to feelings
Love is a over used word. Bet there is so many degree/ definitions to it. Mine is real
Can't believe it happened on 22nd. Bencoolen st, you are not real.
I miss peanut butter waffle
our memories, they're haunted

I want to get drunk. real drunk.

light painting

2009-12-20T01:12:00.002+08:00

I bring my own sunshine.

Last night we girls went light painting. Man it was pretty.

The stadium was beautiful at night, soft ray of light. The sky still had clouds. The wind was dancing with us.

I did something on impluse yesterday morning. Let see how it goes that day.

Im terriblely excited.

2009-12-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

Maybe we see it, maybe we don't.

Don't you wish that there are signs or clues to what people are thinking?

The human mind is such a beautiful mysterious thing.

post 1

2009-12-14T21:49:00.003+08:00

Omg, I think my roses are coming!

Holiday starts today!!!!!!! and Im watching this 9oclock show, called together. Its really good.. got me from watching news at 9.30 to it.

the freaking show got my tearing :( at 9.54
and it got me smiling at 9.57gosh, pent up inside long ago?

I got my magazines, and made a list.
SO FREAKING MUCH ON IT! I don't know where to start.

I feel utterly random now. Friday was insane, hangover? I think I got one. Saturday night had dinner at this cozy german place, lots of meat and german beer. The apparently have this non- alcoholic beer there, and one that has 50 herbs inside, which is said to cure hangovers, should have tried it. Sunday, went to chuch, then head out to shop for presents for people. 1 for the class exchanging thingy. Well, I went to 313, it was pretty boring... F21 needs to be opened!!!
Thats one thing that Ion does not have... USP?

Went down to ION, got the limited edition bears from agnes br for someone(s). I got gold pencils and awesome green boxs too. It says on the box, for my hero. Inside the box... it has instructions on how to roll it up before usage. Hahahs, are you on the same tangent as me?

Had to rush back, had a guest over for dinner <3

did I say I was feeling random> ? Maybe I'll show you my list. Maybe...
i think I could like do 3 post tonight?

I wanna play games.

2009-12-13T21:58:00.003+08:00

This holiday, suprisingly I will be in Singapore. School ending tomrw. 1 more test to go.
Have this marketing project to chair tho.. & this biz idea to do...
HOWEVER, I am determinded to be a better person :D
Graciousness for one, more home-domestic? those are just 2 which are top on my list.
And to re-connect with those lost people who gave up on me. Well, sort of.

Usually I will ask you guys to read deeper into me, this holidays, Delora will be less complex.
So when I do stuff, maybe it feels really really nice. Accept it graciously, don't think too deep in, I do NOT have a motive. I just want to be gracious. Im tell you now, warning you now :D

However, do not have too much expectations yea. I'm trying my best at my side.

Oh yea, I got lots of plans on my hands now. Effing exciting.
Hang on with me baby. I will take you on this ride with me.

xxx

2009-12-07T13:34:00.004+08:00

Last year, this date
My heart broke. My eyes were puffy. I felt like shit.
One of the lowest of ever lowest however secret deep down inside there this sence of comfort that I felt strange.
I don't know what am I feeling. Its so so so messy.
Two thing I am sure of would be, I did not run away from reality and Im glad I let go gracefully and did almost everything within my reach. Making both of us comfortable.
I miss you so much Grandpa.

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It always comes back to the same 3 songs.
Katy Perry, Eamon and All american R.

love and its many problems

2009-11-10T09:25:00.002+08:00

Im terribly confused and messed up at the moment :(

Its a good and a bad thing.

You see.. this is screwed up.

Enterpruership 1st week

2009-10-07T19:50:00.000+08:00

I'd like you to explore your questioning skills because you have the potential to get an A. I place a lot of emphasis on questioning skills as I feel that being able to answer questions posed by the facilitator only makes you an average student because it is a skill that any student can demonstrate. However, being able to analyse and identify gaps and issues missing in the information presented (your classmates' presentation) will set you apart from your peers. I hope to see more participation from you during meeting 3 next week.

Effed up life.
I don't wanna bitchy, you know :(

baby P

2009-10-03T04:06:00.004+08:00

love it how the conversation continues even when one of us says bye.

your confessions and bad habits fasinates me.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lake_V%C3%A4nern

i wanna go there.

Outing

2009-08-29T23:22:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDA!!!<3

My last day of UT, her first and last paper. Called her impromtu and met up at ion.

She was fasting, so I did too for lunch. Did shopping, manicures, then german cursine at Taka, with some japanese side dishes. The waiter was really nice there!

Now, another one of us is 17, last baby left in the group, Caroline, you're next!

I love impromtu meet ups!

ps. our manicure feels really chinese new year or christmas ribbon colours huh

GI JOE

2009-08-10T22:49:00.001+08:00

This feels really good xD
4 days of holiday.
Dawn came over as we had our self declared holiday on friday.
My right eyelid was swollen tho >,< Webcam with natasha, and now the whole class know one side of the story.. which has me sun tanning.
Went to gym, doctor, lunch, shoping, bed.

Mum and god grandmother is somewhere is Beijing or Dalian now for holiday..

& i feel like my mum's mum!! cause she is super duper forgetful!! had to remind her to pack everything, checked the weather for her 12 hours before she fly! she don't even know what time will her airplane leave... nor land on monday!

Sunday was national day, right after mass end, we sand the national anthem in church! Had a cozy 'porkluck' party at this really private place. Good wine + whisky+ company+ drunk singing >,<

shared the peach with Delbert fro breakfast!

Today, caught GI Joe in Vivo, luckily I booked tickets!! Did some shopping, bought clothes and a present Had dinner at modesto with the family, pizza was so good ! :P

The movie was like: bang bang BOOM, sheee, boom, bang, bang bang.
Hahas, go catch it!

room

2009-08-03T00:07:00.000+08:00

Had a little alone time with myself today.
& I found the Sec1-4 class photos!
like omgosh, major change in some of us.
But some just grew vertically up

I missed that FISHBALL NOODLE w CHILLLLI & GREEN ONION :(

Potluck in class tomrw, but some people din't know and the ORGANISER himself forgot to prepare!!
Hhahahahs, we shall see tomrw then~

and my ----- misses you :/
Off to bed soon, slept terriblely early at 5.30am !

& whats with blogger!! Can't post pictures nor change word forms or the colours too!!
Grrr, blogger must be female, throwing her bitch fit :x

horoscope

2009-07-27T14:14:00.001+08:00

Your horoscope for today:
You may feel a mixture of frustration and loneliness today, Delora. All you want is to spend a quiet evening with the romantic partner in your life, whom you cannot find anywhere. With planes coming in late and rush hour traffic being especially bad there is no way of connecting. Neither pager nor cell phone are any help today. He may as well be on the moon. Take heart, Delora, and know that he is missing you just as much. When you eventually do reconnect, it will be an electric reunion indeed.

:( :( :(
then.. :/
then.... :)

horoscope

2009-07-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

Your horoscope for Today's energies will bring fortune and success, Delora. New opportunities for increasing both status and income could come your way, and at the same time you could make some new friends - including someone older than yourself who might be a potential love partner. This should prove to be a fortunate day for you on all levels, from friendship, to romance, to education, to business. Make the most of it!

Pictureees

2009-07-15T21:38:00.004+08:00

I have twitter and ooVoo. Im, deloraaa.
I have updated somemore pictures in FB.
& Im terriblely excited about friday night.

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omg

2009-07-03T17:27:00.002+08:00

Im still at school tho i end class suprisingly early at 2.55.

I seriously need to breathe and like what my horoscope says, not be over sensitive.
I effing dissapointed in what I heard in there.
I could never never expect or thought you both can say stuff like that.
I don't wanna lose what we have build up, so I'll try to let it go, but I think its not gonna be possible.
The pie have crumbled when 2 knifes stabbed it.

my W995

2009-07-01T16:39:00.003+08:00

My W995 is delievered!

Its the first music cum camera phone
with 2 external speakers and 1 call speaker
it has a stand too. its Black:D
Its pretty pretty pretty, but it lacks a hole to poke in the lanyard :(

Outing

2009-06-27T02:09:00.004+08:00

Tuesday -> Movie + Dinner.

Caught the train and alighted at the wrong stop =.=

Watch The ghost of a girlfriend past. It was awesome!!!

Uncle Wayne has really smooth moves!!

I teared like 3 times, and laugh it off 22 minutes after, the director has this relaly playful taste in arranging the scenes! I like ^-^

Then we had dinner at Manattan Fish place. The service was good, the dip was really good!

Well, maybe next time I will msg more ppl, cause this was done in 2 days. Hate how each poly and course ends at a different time!!

Gabby went to check out on headsets/ earphones and he bought a royal jelly mask instead! Awesome right:D It was nice catching up with them tho ^^ More to come I guess

School holiday

2009-06-14T23:43:00.004+08:00

Friday, at the party, you get to see whats inside ^^

At Starbucks after some shopping, legs need a break, thrist to be quenched. Ama's white creamed, vanila fran tasted like a mild milkshake! was really good. Weirdly after that starbucks session with you, I don't get my mocha frapp anymore, its latte or ice coffee now.. Shared cracked black pepper chips while gossip session continues. That pic up there is hilarous tho!!

Shuiting din't get to come, cause she had a test that day :( and I had camp on tuesday.

Summer holidays is over ):

Back to waking up in the wee hours.

Yu pian mi fen for lunch tomrw ^^

2 short short weeks, but sure it was AWEEESOMEE!!

Just that, I din't get to see Manda, Line, Chris or Nat or Shuiting yet ):

Tho Cheryl! is back and and and, someone came over(^-^)

& SHORTEST cab ride = 15 seconds!! = Dawn, Jovan and I

cute mr president

2009-06-13T14:27:00.003+08:00

Barack Obama is so adorable!! >,<

This 10 year old girl skipped last day of school, to attend a talk with her father, Obama was giving the speech.

At the event, her father told Obama about it.

Father: .... im fortunate enough to be with my 10 year old daughter who is missing her ;ast day of school, for this i hope she doesnt get into trouble

Obama: Oh no! Do you need me to write a note?

Audience laugh,

Father (pointing at obama): I'll take you up on that, actually Mr President.

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then he wrote the note on this torn on paper and personally came off stage and passed it to the girl

On the note:

To Kennedy's Teacher

Please excuse Kennedy's absence... she's with me.

Barack Obama(signature)

AHHH, totally cute right!! He has neat snall curvsive straight handwriting ^^

in mood

2009-06-06T01:25:00.004+08:00

Damn, Im in mood!!

happy day!

2009-06-04T00:49:00.004+08:00

:D :D :D :D X's 1000 times
(12.45-4.30pm)

checking my phone X's 2 millions times
(7-8.40pm)

So I took the cab to coleman street, meet up.
Then took the taxi to Suntec, a lil shopping.
Had Japanese for lunch, did not feel hungry tho
Went to the taxi stand there for smoke break, it was windy today. Perfect weather for this ^^
Then went to get some stuff, and taxi again back to coleman street
:
:
Walked past singapore river and went to central for Starbucks.
Smoke break again, tho there this no smoking sticker pasted on the table. But somebody used the cup to cover it. hahhas
It felt comfortable there, no akwardness like I first expected.

Hahahhas, Im super duper happy today(:
It was awesome seeing you <3

Pst. you made me feel like no others can feel! I felt incredible.
Funny how we get presents from the same brand for each other!! :p

Body aching

2009-05-18T00:02:00.007+08:00

My body is aching!!

Netball on wednesday cause the blueblacks on each knee & s blueblack on my right toe.

Contact Rugby on saturday cause the blueblack on the toe to spread & a aching butt!!

& I think i just joined the two sports that perverted lesbos would love

Dinner was a grand event for this weekend, saw loads of mum and family friends.
& they seemed to LOVE getting the big box of ferro rocher for us
Its been really long since I had nice double boiled soup! Those soup where you have to boil for 3hours and above!

& I don't want to change class after this semester ends >,<

& I miss you, you, you and YOU!

I felt where I should be after the 1 and a half hour bath and the massage!

Class E36E

2009-04-26T01:40:00.003+08:00

Hello hello!

1 Week into poly.

Stressful i tell you, the 8.30 sharp thing is killing me!!

1 min late and say byebye to youre might be A GPA of the day!!

late = -0.5 from GPA

hohoho, late once!! and suprisingly that day was the EARLIEST i got out!! at 6.50am!!

apparently there seem to be some kind of wind problem the previous night around the area and the BTE had accidents.. That day was the only day i used the lift to class tho. I had the lift all to myself, as i entered class at 8.45am. Then other days, its alway morning excerise part 2

part 1 was running to bus 902!

I like communication and enterprise class.

Science is boring& the aircon is plain weird! its hot and it cold, its in and its out^^

I miss FISHBALL noodle from BDS!! Im having YU PIAN MI FEN 3 days in a row already

Remember every tuesday, where the queqe is super long at the noodle shop??

The noodle was pretty average, but maybe its the story behind it that got me haivng it for lunch

3 DAYS IN A ROW!!! Yes, i miss you

my left eyelid is twitching through the night :(

Town tomrw, and party at night, exciting eh

Bad mood

2009-04-19T13:27:00.003+08:00

The weather is putting me in a VERY very bad mood!!
i feel irritated so easily this morning. Not good people >,<
Going out now, see what shopping can do to me. & manicure later.
Arggg

Reminder to self: put up orientation pictures in fb !! efff man

Tomrw, it will be the 5th year, time flies.

BOYS

2009-04-14T15:31:00.003+08:00

Did i tell you?
SEALs, secret agents, bodyguards are so hot(:
Ahahhas. Been watching too much of those kind of movies.
like Taken, The first daughter. and the recent Kidnapping of US captain.

SEALs shoots awesomely well!
Secret agents knows how to charm ppl!
Bodyguards are just hot! hahahhas.

I want one soon^-^

go read about them. see the mim requirement.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_Navy_SEALs
psst.
At least 42 push-ups in 2 minutes with a competitive count of 79 or more
& our singapore guys. how many pull up can they do??

Leaving us

2009-04-11T06:04:00.004+08:00

Yes, i woke up at 6am today. Wrote a card.

Can't help feeling overwhelmed by sadness. I still can't take the departuring of someone in my life. Aunty Smilin will be gone by 8.15am. Well, she has to go back and take care of her 2year old and 11 year old. She has a son who is 18 already this year. The age gap is scary, but she is blessed to getting married at 20. Secretly I don't her to go. Im not supposed to feel this kind of saddness but i just can't help it. Well, her family must need her more then i do, right?

She is my HK maid's niece. My Aunty Arddy, is with us for 18 or 19 years already.

Remembered the last time, when the another maid is gone, i cried like shit:(
Well thanks for the one year plus with my family, so much have changed over this one year, you saw my pivot moment of leaving secondary sch, and even taking up my first proper job. The sudden growth of my brother. He looked so much different when you first came join us. The good and the bad, its history, but you will be there!

my mum just came in my room, and is : you did not sleep??Lol

Outing

2009-04-10T00:58:00.007+08:00

With Manda at the photobooth

I somehow managed to wake up this morning(:

Headed down to Taka to get a present and get mum's bag and my stuff at Shiseido.

I tell you, the box is HUGE!! + the paperbag. omgosh

Its dangerous i tell you. I noticed, huge paper bags along orchard seems to attract a lot of eyes.

Had the super duper yummy korean food/snacks for lunch. Beefballs, porkcheek>neck?? with BBQ sauce is awesome!! and my usuals the mushroom with spicy power.
Went to paragon, stopped by YSL, checked out the luggage collection. Apparently pony hair is expensive. I like the malay staff there. Good service makes me smile and guilty>,<>

& i discovered, i realllllly like talking to strangers. Its addictive, once you started you wanna get more!!

Headed down to marina square to meet the girls. They had Yuki Yaki buffet there. Caught Fast and Furious 4. It was loud, vibrative and full of action. I like that:D

I realised, this movie is one of those where there are not much dialogue. And sometimes the dialogue comes out in mumbles. And Dome is freakkkkking manly hot. it sounded like he was called Dumb in the movie tho:P

Damnn, I like his low growls. Hahahhahas! There are some funny parts in the movies where you got to think and pay attention to, if you caught the joke, then good for you too^-^

Theres this man beside me in the movies, he was really helpful. The next seat beside him was empty, and my shopping bags are huge, so he helped me place everything at the seat beside him. Hahahas, nice guy ya!

Line and Chris has dinner with the family, so off they went. Went down to suntec with Manda, seems like suntec renovated. There are so many shops at the basement where i just don't seem to realise their existence. Got a belt from levis, its one complicated belt that look rather simple.

Understand?? hahhas

Had fun going high with manda at the busstop, and AHEMM AHEMM, i don't talk weird okay!!

Oh well, im off. Good friday today~ 3 hours church service later.

6th april.

2009-04-06T11:06:00.004+08:00

Had a good night sleep, tho it hurts a little on my left shoulder..
I like showering in the late mornings, the sunlight and warmth feels really good.

The contractor is coming over soon to have my room repainted. Maybe have some bit of changes...

Meeting Chuen later tonight. Wonder whats he up to((:

Oh yea, caught up with Manda and Line last night. Both of them are off to camp.
The dates are set tho(: Shall meet soon k.

Psssst, Cheryl darl, be strong k!! You will be hearing my voice soon, i don't care how expensive it is!! I work now, so you dont worry about the bill, I'll be paying(:

The unbelieveable happened. and let me tell you its a repeat
hahahas. I guess its not whats everybody is knowledge of afterall.

Bullshit april

2009-04-05T11:12:00.003+08:00

I dislike the month april. And blogger is being such a booger now!
It says Your HTML cannot be accepted: Tags cannot enclose tags em <
Goshh.
For the past few years, i remember April as being really stressful and tiresome. and unlucky.
Tho its not everyday, but will this year April continue to be like this??
Dammn its only the 5th today.
Looks like there is a new change in the house soon.
I don't like that.

& School is starting on the 13. and the 15 to 17 and offically the 20th. Loads of bullshit in the dates right. Gosh, something got to improve from now on!

bahh, today was not that bad i guess.

demiem

2009-03-31T01:42:00.002+08:00

Went to the place opposite esplanade for Earth day event on Saturday.
The crowd energy there was awesome. Had candlelight dinner in the dark with my colleauges. There was a live band and singer performing in the dark where only candlelight lit up the place!
I enjoy chatting up with strangers :D
I wanna go there again next year~

Sunday, if not for lunch appointment i would still be asleep >,<
Had dimsum and tea for lunch.
Shanghai food for dinner, the xiao long bao and fried ribs and spicy noodle was awesome!!
then convinced u paul to skip choir practise and join us for coffee(: muahhahaha

I sucessfully packed my closet and discovered there are loadssss of clothes basically still have their price tag on! Gosh, they need to see the world soon(:

Qualifications

2009-03-30T01:15:00.004+08:00

P.S: it's impossible to become a 'perfect' guy;jus try hitting grace song's boyfriend-material-qualifications:

1.You need to be taller than me(1.77cm would be ideal)
2.You need to have a good sense of controlling $bling$ (oh.being rich is no problem.)
3.You need to have intergrity (a heart of gold is better than diamonds.)
4.PLEASE.your IQ & EQ need to be soooooooo much better than mine.
5.You need to love me than i do to you
6.You need to have a GOAL(in life).

BONUS points:
1.good family & frineds
2.doesnt smoke/take drugs/drink too much
3.is humourous
4.'deep' & sensible(not soo sensitive)
5.love for animals
6.a atheletic (heart the tann)
7.as said,being rich.
8.not skinny or obese.(fatty lean will do jus fine)
9.hot/cute/good-looking (actually,a proportionate face is excellant)
10.has a talent @ certain things(piano/art/extraodinary patience etc)

ALL in ALL,DONT BE AFRAID OF BEING YOURSELF.
oh,did i mention?the first thing i see in a person,is their intensity of their eyes.

Its such a pity, Im female.
AHAHHAHA, i believe i got really fierce eyes^^
and now i wonder if any other girls are brave enough to write their qualifications down.
cause i think it takes great courage to bring out whats seriously going on in their mind. Cause saying out them out, means many many ppl automactically just can't make it anymore.

Girls are mysterious creatures

I wonder how my list would look like....

Heart/mind song

2009-03-15T22:56:00.003+08:00

Disappear - Beyoncé

Listen to my heart sing darling.

Toni and guys' guys

2009-03-12T00:13:00.005+08:00

There is Chuen, Me, Brian and Priya ❤
ps. Don't i look like i work there too^^
The black pants, pale beige-ish white top with rhinestones like Brian.

Good Hairstylist and Technician are like harder to find then boyfriends!
Afterall, if you don't like the guy, theres always breaking up.
However with you're hair, you got to still carry it everywhere. Its scary!

Its difficult to find one that understands me. One thats knows what I want. One who put in his suggestions, and persuades me again and again that is gonna be okay.

They colour up you're life, introducing something exciting and new to you.
It gets worrying at times. Super exciting at anothers, reassuring at times.
They get so itimate meddling with you're hair for 5 plus hours.
With their body being just a few inches away from you're face. And at times, touching.
Giving comforting touches, and adding gentleness while the process is on.
If you are open enough or friendly enough, they will chat beside the usuals to you. Dirty secrets in salons, interesting stuff on youtube, getting rob at the train station in guangzhou and rebellious sec school life and more.
While the treatment is going on, he takes the effort to sit beside you, asking if you need any drinks or even lunch.
As the hours go past, they start addressing you differently, laughing and smiling in a much comfortable manner.
After everything, you're always welcome to call them, if you don't feel alright. Open arms invitation. Super comfortating isin't it~

Chuen is my hairstylist! while Brian is my bestest technician.Priya is such a joy(:
So, thats how i sum up my 10.20am to 3.55pm on 9th march.

you.

2009-02-27T23:57:00.005+08:00

Like it suddenly striked me.
it made sense now!!
now i know why is it that day, cause you are feeling it too right(:
oh gosh, you're so silly, easy to read.

i remembered almost ever single outing/adventure/ thing you or w/e had done XD

im smiling cause it all happened, ours and over!

Notes

2009-02-23T01:26:00.006+08:00

Ramdom notes: Throw/Donate/File up for Delbert. All my notes and guidebooks.
Get some Sashimi and soft shell crab handroll soon.
Report to sch on 10th-13th Mar.
Appointment with Toni and guys or colour bar.
To cut, straightened,curled,dyed, complete makeover??
Get Chicken and mushroom cupnoodle. Cause the taste of seafood..is so over.
Kickboxing classes??
NEED a bag
moive- benjamin buttons, confession of a shopaholic, he is just not into you!

Send Mummy to the airport today, was so supposed to fly with her there. But those 2 fella can't get their visa:( Gosh, heard that she had awesome steamboat at Uncle's house tonight. I thirst for the Nai Car & beef!

Freedom you say, boredom i feel.

This week will be weird in the office>,<

valentines day

2009-02-11T13:06:00.006+08:00

I miss him already:(

I realised something. Daddy will be in world's fashion city, Milan for Valentine's day. And its kind of near paris right, the most romantic city. I wonder if he will suprise mummy this year(:

Hahas, AND theres something exciting going on Vday^^

If you don't know, then don't bother asking me^^

AND AND ain't this bag yummy!! Its sringsummer collection from the men's collection~Ah, this collection is making me feel hopeful for gucci! And thats a first time ever. Don't think its near singapore since it from the fashion show, but there certainly still hopes from Milan right^^
heh heh:D

Quick update

2009-02-09T03:26:00.003+08:00

I feel acomplished!

been rather busy/avoiding/procastinating about blogging nowadays.

AND FINALLLLLY i redid all the links.

actually i redid and redided the links! cause the site crashed on me TWICE.

and theres no automatic saving for the template page>,<

Anyway, quick update since its 3.30am.

~ I got a job, and am working!!

~SO much to show and tell

~almost EVERYBODY IS GONE!! i'll tell you

Cheryl- Aust
Chenxiang-China,Guangzhou
Sylvester-JC
Felix-China, Beijing
Chai-Cambodia
Techapon-Thailand ):
Lynn-Malaysia

and..someone came back. Kelvin(:

~I miss waking up at 11 to the afternoon!

life been really busy!

however there are these impromtu outings, which i love!

Girls, glad we are spending time with other,making it work! I wished and hoped for this to happen after guaduation however I did not know it would happen this smoothly even with our jobs and duties or voluntery work(:

~Done Bugis juction, had cystal jade with the girls! and felix^^ i believe we had our high moments and fun during dinner, and talks got pretty dirty. and we absolutely laugh/talked way too loud^^

~AND AND i miss the beep beep from the ezlink card reader! fare has been tripling on me nowadays:(

p.s: I miss you loads! x many zillion times

quiz

2009-01-27T21:25:00.001+08:00

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Social Nerd You're interested in things such as politics, psychology, child care, and peace. I wouldn't go so far as to call you a hippie, but some of you may be tree-huggers. You're the type of people who are interested in bettering the world. You're possible the least nerdy of them all; unless you participate in other activies that paled your nerdiness compared to your involvement in social activities. Whatever the case, we could still use more of you around. ^_^
Drama Nerd
Literature Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Anime Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Musician
Science/Math Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Saw this on Manda's blog. Lynn did it too^^

Anyway, Happy LUNAR new yea to all!

ITS NOT HAPPY NEW YEAR-.- for the last time

Lists

2009-01-20T14:25:00.004+08:00

Today is get things done day as today is Delora's self motivated day.

Reply all important emails
Head to gym
Get my work application form filled up
Upload photos
Watch CSI/Samantha Who/Gossip girl

And a maybe of: buy more M&M peanut butter & Kettles honey and djon/ sea salt& vinegar chip

try redoing the blogskin!!!

thats all for now!

PS. maybe blog about my HK trips several events/post birthday photos.

Letter meme

2009-01-18T09:18:00.005+08:00

RULES:#1 Do the “Letter MEME”.
#2 Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged.
#3 Copy the “How-to” Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who text you),I don’t really know how to tell you this, but __1__. I think I realised it when/on __2__3__ and I saw you __4__5(1)/5(2)__. I’m sure you’re __6__ enough to understand __7__.. I’m returning __8__ to you, but I’ll keep __9__ as a memory. You should also know that I __10__11__. __12__.Love,(your name).P/S: You’re so lifeless, __13__ (the name of person who tagged you).

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’ll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn’t match
Grey - You’re a pervert
Yellow - I’m selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You’re a loser
Other - I’m in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women’s clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches
CastratePink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. Boys: What’s the colour of your undergarment?Girls: You have 2 parts(1) What is the colour of your bra(2) What is the colour of your panty

Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United’s goalkeeper
Beige - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other (please state) - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - ManO.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scared
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I’ve felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we’re cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Over joyous - That I’m open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I’ve felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David’s tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always thought of
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drinks - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Get away now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

13. What is your favourite activity when hanging out with mates?
Gathering for drinks – Ugly pig
Foosball – Silly duck
Shopping – Kisser
Indulging for food – Cranky banana
Movies – Smelly Armpits
Snacks – Horny wolf
Snooker – Tiny stuff
Bowling – Sexy grandmother
Outdoor activities – Vain pot
Having a long talk – Nose picker
Taking pictures – Dumb person
Other – Burn yourself

Product :

Dear Chen xiang! ,I don’t really know how to tell you this, but you're a pervert. I think I realised it when/on that night in your camping car and I saw you sit on the crazy monk(1)/(2)Manchesters United's goalkeeper. I’m sure you’re ashamed enough to understand how boring you are. I’m returning the couch cushions to you, but I’ll keep your the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I told in my confessions today about embarrassing rash. Best regards.Love,Delora !.P/S: You’re so lifeless, cranky banana Chen xiang!

Its 8.30am and i can't get back to sleep so i did this thingy!! Called Chenxiang and apologised around.. 6plus am. He was checking in then. Stuff alot alot much better now :D Hahas, if it not okay, i would be feeling rather guilt consious, hahas afterall his my special friend ya^^ He forgot to bring his china simcard.. so he has to buy a new one. Guess he was on the plane then and was taking off, thats why theres no reply on the last msg. Oh well, lets hope everyone can see him soon!

p.s Anyone wanna do it? Tell me on my tagboard so i can read your end product. Hahas, this game is rather silly!!

Olevel release

2009-01-12T12:14:00.002+08:00

SH!T
im am nevous/scared
yet i am not! you know what i mean??

Theres that sudden calmess. then all of a sudden, my heart beats super duper fast!
Please let me pass my maths! my most worried subject.
& let me have a chance to go for the interviews.
OH GOSH.

last year i remembered, i saw ppl crying and i think this year, i will be one of them. as manda has a theory.
ppl happy they cry
ppl sad they cry ):
those who are not crying see their friends crying cry too.

show and tell

2009-01-11T20:51:00.009+08:00

SHOW AND TELL.

Plane ride to hongkong with daddy. He went 'socialising' with the flight attendence. He says he knows a few of them.

High tea session at some hotel. The fruit tea there was awesome!!! so are the huge strawberries coated with dark chocolate.

I went to the computer fair. WOAH i tell you, its completely packed!! I went there twice. On the first day, the crowd was still manageable. However, that day i wore heels and somebody steped on my toe, my dark blue manicure got chipped. Went there again on the last day, you SERIOUSLY need to rugby you're way in to buy stuff. The air was so stuffy, and i was actually sweating just standing there.

At this famous vietnamese restuarent. It is beside habour city, and they have the beef pho. I think the use Kobe beef cause it totally melts in youre mouth. Went there with family friends. Apparently i think my grandfather knows the uncle for 40 plus years. That uncle has loads of power in taiwan. scary

My Uncle and my godmother, who is his wife.

Daddy and the Taiwan uncle.

The cruise ship. It was strangely docking there for pretty long, cause on another day, saw it with Chen xiang. The ship was still there.

Delbert sitting on THE chair. Its actually for lady's handbags. So the bags will not get dirty touching the carpet.

At ye shanghai. The service there was superb! And their peking duck is freaking nice!!! The best i ever had, and even the taiwan uncle said so too^^ And i don't understand why restaurents charge SOO high for corkage fee. My aunt brought 2 bottles of wine in. To open it there, we need to pay $400 dollars HK. Plus my aunt's wine is freaking expensive, so in total, we are like paying alot to drink it. However it was really smooth down the throat and compliments the dinner well. oh well..

Some buildings. In hongkong, there is a laser show shown from some building tops. I can see it better in my house kitchen then at here :P It starts at 8 everynight and ends... 3 or 4 mins later i think.

Im a awesome photographer as compared to Delbert. He did a unsucessful 5 shots before he could get one with the christmas tree light all on. I suceeded in my first:D

That period the moon was suppose to be the biggest as it was closest to earth for the 15 past years.

Heh, more to come.

Class chalet

2008-12-02T07:05:00.007+08:00

4D'08 Class chalet! awesomeness~ (update later)

2008-11-30T18:31:00.002+08:00

maybe I say I don’t like him,
maybe I say he’s not my type,
maybe I say I never think about him,
and maybe I’m a pretty good liar ^^

newspaper man

2008-11-27T06:33:00.001+08:00

WHERES THE NEWSPAPER MAN!!!
its 6.33am, he is late!

First time drinking

2008-11-26T00:22:00.004+08:00

There is so much in my mind now, there is so much things i wanna do in Singapore and Hongkong.
but i don't think they can be done...
ppl ain't that cooperative or just busy.

At the rate of how comforting and right it feels to drink it alone.
With the thought toying in my mind...
I'm scared I 'll be addicted.
Alcoholic that is.

Side track;
that nightmare/dream last night, felt so real and complete.
i was in this overseas camp/ camp/ performance thingy??
then at night, you arranged to switch rooms.
you said it. - - -
held tight, could feel everything.
and the most LOL thing was... i had to cover for someone at some performance thingy..
then had to sneaked back into the floor where all the rooms were at.
i saw some ppl being held detention, and someone caught me, asked me why i was there.
finally found the room, you were already asleep. went back to bed, and you were toying with the idea. i thought you allowed me to d it. but instead, the most LOL thingy was you remembered my 'promise' and experiment it. ::::the rest is history::::

2008-11-18T01:40:00.002+08:00

I hate the way you talk to me.
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car. (this you don't..but yea)
I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots.
And the way you read my mind. ( its almost alway spot on! bingo >,<)
I hate you so much it makes me sick-- it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh -- even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around. And the fact that you didnt call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Thats for you! (:
well... used to be for you.

Shopping trip- vivo

2008-11-09T16:09:00.005+08:00

PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES PICT

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2008-11-09T16:06:00.001+08:00

Shy That Way - Tristan Prettyman and Jason Mraz

2008-11-05T02:03:00.003+08:00

Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.They have to be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up.Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.Have fun with it!

MY NAME --- Delora

1. Four letter word ; DUCK
2. Boy name ; Delbert
3. Girl name ; Daisy
4. Occupation ; Designer
5. Colour ; Denim
6. Something you wear ; Diamonds
7. Beverage ; Dry Martini (lychee)
8. Food ; Dounuts
9. Place ; Disney land
10. Something found in bathroom ; Dry towels
11. Reason for being late ; Dreaming..
12. Something you shout ; DUMBDUMB
13. Font ; Dotum
14. TV show ; Dawson's Creek
15. Song Title ; Dirty little secret

...

2008-10-25T10:59:00.001+08:00

Just a Ride - Tran Trung

2008-10-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

GOSH, i realise i have loads and loads of pics in my laptop. some of them were like 0.0, i have that!! >,<
and...

i saw a picture in the old folder.

it had youre msg on it. :D

2008-10-18T16:59:00.003+08:00

How do i live without you?

yes, life goes on, but it does not seem so to me.

i miss you, i need you, i want you!

Gosh.

Monday the starts of 'o's. all the best everyone!

Terminal 3 trip

2008-10-04T18:50:00.006+08:00

Friday was kind of this Girls night out. Our special night, where we can break fast with Ama^^
Supposed to meet at like 5 plus at the Tanermerah station, postponed it due to tuition. i went to Jasons, he was there. Don't know why but, he has this effect on me, getting me motivated! >,<

Meet them at the station, got on the train. ITS OUR FIRST TIME OUT LIKE THIS 8D
took pictures at the train, wanted to take a shot with 4 of us...hahas, but one of us keeps on getting cut, and the pics are like so unflattering!

I like this pic :D ha. all of us, like finally, its like the only one that night. Went to poppie. ha, i can't spell it, well, it was crowded there, the wait for tables were long, however luck was on our side, it was pretty fast, maybe cause we were like standing damn close to a table, literally intimidating the 2 woman out, not our fault, they had finish their meals long long ago, and sitting there watching cartoon for like 10 mins, well i know they have their rights to do so, but it was really crowded, we had our meal, the mashed potato was real yummy. we left Quickly:D

saw this malay guy at a booth, ama taught us in malay for to ask for his number!

went to play this lighting machine game, its real fun!! there was this 8 year old boy mending the machine, super naughty lah!! he is like assigning who to play what. and when we play he would help one side to score:( and its always not my side!! >,<>

IM GREEN! muhahhaas, ownage! i think thats to...shuiting, cause cheryl took the picture! im have 240 points~! WEE, theres this trick to some games, by using youre legs, to kick the thing below, then you don't need to waste time to bend down to hit the light. theres was 4 lights, the first one i use my right hand, second one i use my right elbow, 3rd one down, my left hand, the last one below i use my feet. BRILLANT right, that way it the best!

Shuiting left early:/ if not we would have gone crazy kissing and jumping with her. Ama love smelling ppl hair!! LOL. well we jumped up again and again. taking pics. it feels really weird for us to be doing there, well.. don't know what got into us. cheryl jump nicely! ama has really nice poses. and my blouse i was wearing that day, made my jump shots really exposive :x

2008-10-03T18:38:00.002+08:00

Emergency <- tried this. yea it works

The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked.

Hidden Battery Power <- this one...is WOAHING if it works!! 8D hahas. im waiting for hp to do

Imagine your mobile battery is very low. To activate, press the keys *3370# Your mobile will restart with this reserve and the instrument will show a 50% increase in battery. This reserve will get charged when you charge your mobile next time.

How to disable a STOLEN mobile phone? (MUHAHAS. i should have done this to my previous phone!! then that evil taxi uncle....will just go @#%@#$)

To check your Mobile phone's serial number, key in the following digits on your phone: * # 0 6 #
A 15 digit code will appear on the screen. This number is unique to your handset. Write it down and keep it somewhere safe. When your phone gets stolen, you can phone your service provider and give them this code. They will then be able to block your handset so even if the thief changes the SIM card, your phone will be totally useless. You probably won't get your phone back, but at least you know that whoever stolen it can't use/sell it either. If everybody does this, there would be no point in people stealing mobile phones.

F1

2008-09-28T21:56:00.002+08:00

OMGOSHH
ferrari is screwed!
last 4 laps, and he crashed:(

Massa is 13 now.. errors in pitstops are really costly, thank goodness the guy at the pitstop was not seriously injured or runned over!! >,< thats gonna be scary on live television! Massa had the fuel tube attached, and then he had to wait for the guys to run down to help him.

This is the real world, nobody gonna help you, unless youre in their team!

okay, hami is 3rd. total dissapointment!!

Fight back~

2008-09-24T23:23:00.004+08:00

"You have a choice. Either let him
destroy you, or get up and fight."
+ One Tree Hill

I won't let her destroy me!
you can't! and never will. heh heh^^
im gonna fight back!

Goshh. im like damnn stressed up because of that!!
but have like 3and a half hour of maths tuition today. so it really helped!
maybe its cause of all the tension in the air i feel, my nose bled yesterday and i vommited just now :/
this is bad~ very bad!!

randomness; katy perry songs are WEEE!! +one tree hill is interesting
Ur so gay!
hot and cold. lost. self inflicted. If you can afford me^^ im still breathing!!
okay..its like i like evvery song there >,<

hug me

2008-09-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"

A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.

Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

2008-09-21T13:11:00.001+08:00

China~ Cx ！！ "endure"~~ Left 29 Days ! just hang in there ! says:
love is in our heart..
China~ Cx ！！ "endure"~~ Left 29 Days ! just hang in there ! says:
we do not need to show it..
China~ Cx ！！ "endure"~~ Left 29 Days ! just hang in there ! says:
maybe it will be better
China~ Cx ！！ "endure"~~ Left 29 Days ! just hang in there ! says:
u feel me
China~ Cx ！！ "endure"~~ Left 29 Days ! just hang in there ! says:
^^

that makes..sense! >,<
hahas, having really random sensed friends is good!!!!

2008-09-21T11:32:00.002+08:00

Got those in Vivo city^^
muchacha has change so much, it more commercialized now :c
designual has fantastic stuff there!! got this really high zipped jeans, it VERY very long!!
its almost touching the floor when im barefooted. Almost is the keyword tho.
There is this thrill after shopping~
Met up with her halfway .then had dinner at this restaurant.Mum just have to check her emails through her blackberry>,< therefore dinner lasted 1and a half hour..
then it was 9.15, and most shops closes at 9.30!! went into a few shops, till i went to the reception to check for what time Forever 21/Le senza and Riverisland close... Lesenza closes at 9.30. by the time i reach the shop, it was like 3 mins till closing, got a B.. and tried it, they din't chase us out^^ and bought like loads till 10.10. hahas, good service ya!
Have their membercard, anyone need it? ask me

LOL

2008-09-06T11:06:00.003+08:00

How silly humans were, to let a six inch height differential confound their happiness.

i totally LOL-ed when i read that!
so true..

Just finished the midnight sun. Din't know that they had 12 chapters out on the web at stepenie's web.. I read the used to be legal one of Chapter 1.. but now...to be fair to everyone, she put up the whole 12 chapters that was leaked out.

randomness

2008-09-02T02:24:00.004+08:00

RANDOM-NESS

Im NOT feeling okay now.

am i too sensitive?

do you realise how sad/disturbing it is to have nobody to call now?

HOT AND COLD-katy perry( go listen!)

have a new maths tuition teacher. he has a diamond wedding band.

to you.
why don't you just freaking don't get it.
ain't it obvious, maybe its time for me to forget all about it.
but i know i can't freaking do it. those times~ can't be just all forgotten like that.
when you w it, you approach with that unresistable v.
and its always hot and cold.
i like warm. lukewarm is good!

everything up there is not linked^^ if you know thats good. if you don't...don't ask

2008-08-24T14:31:00.002+08:00

TEAM REDEEM PLAYING SPAIN NOW!!
omgomgomgomg
rudy fernandez!!!
JAMES AND KOBE!!!

2008-08-10T13:04:00.004+08:00

After national day celebration in school, the express sec4s went to the museum.
On the way there, in the backrow in the bus, germ and i went totally high... cheryl was damn depressed by us i guess..gosh
anyway, we saw this 2 buses and then in the bus there was ...this SUPPER CUTE PPL. hahas.
think they are some band or just really handsome looking guys. they saw us(: and... HAHAS
Went to the national museum. Really pretty place. LOADS of huge tall windows, prefect photo spots, with the morning sunlight streaming in the cool airconditioned place love that feeling

On self-timer before we were to leave with the girls. on our way running back to the class.

this is one hard to get class photo!
Germ,KC,me

Look at the tiny people down there!

Pretty right. bring a chair and sit down there, look at the shifting clouds and drink youre dark mocha.
You know theres a door behind that two cloth. and that shadow thingy is...KC FINGER!!

shuiting,yunita,me,amalina(:

photos not in order. grab all you want(:

2008-08-09T00:37:00.002+08:00

freaking easily pissed off today
just read something, and that person (x) thinks x is in their own word.
EVERYONE have feelings, and you have no right to stop them from expressing themselves.
and if you don't wanna hear it, you can go away right or tell thme in a nice way.
its not their fault. its like a norm why they are like that
like freak you!!
GOSH

2008-07-20T11:41:00.002+08:00

it no longer feels the same as before~

was looking at this particular screenshot. and wondering, why is it like this now..
as time goes by, people are supposed either get closer or further apart, what about us?
we are falling apart. those secondary 2 and 3 days were the best. before any of this shitty thingy that happened in sec 4. lets be friends again?\]

JUNE HOLIDAY 08

2008-06-20T00:18:00.005+08:00

Went real early shopping with mummy at pargon after companying her to the medical clinic beside it. Got this fabulous black tote bag, theres a story behind it. and all i can say its hot stuff, theres actually a competition for that freaking last bag, hahas. and I won it!! ~ all mine now.
Got clothes from there too. Mummy was in a real good mood.

Balloon(:
NUS netball thingy at marina.missed playing netball with the girls. we won one, lost one, drawed one. so its kind of we drew it. theres 0 points different with the another stronger group..

saw this team from XXXXXXX hahas, so many of their players were so HAPPENING. its the mixed group. and they can really give passes. with guys playing netball, the feeling is totally different!

Went for a full manicure(:

the lighter shade is called, moon over munbai. its a really pretty shade(: and this picture does not do justice to it!! Lynn's birthday trip to Vivo.

Went to PRINCE CAPSIAN. he is hawtt**

Outside suntec bustop.
had dinner at this japanese pasta place, not bad^^
went to catch a movie with ChenXiang,Kelvin,Techapon,Sylvester..cheryl could not make it, as the movie is rather late

Hahas. our small gathering.

starring, cheryl.chenxiang.kelvin.techapon.sylvester.had those reallly close heart to heart talk pretty randomly that day. it rained. and we had to stop, tho there was still loads of food.
and SADLY i din't watch my CSI again!!! cause we were running up and down. and you know what, i COOKED noodle for someone^^ wahhh. no soup left. gosh i know, im good^^

Had loads od washing and clearing to do... cheryl helped before she left. and damn suprisingly SOMEONE helped too...hahas! they started pigging out at my living room again. hahas, its nice to see ppl eating, don't ask me why

they went up to my room. played with my stuff. and something happened. they were totally noisy lah, with someone going high, and another half drunk-.- stuff happened. HOHO

and then the guys went out of the house at 12.20 plus...

Its the end of the June holidays

my last holidaying in my secondary school years(:

MANY MANY stuff happened this time round, cause i din't go vacationing..not too bad i guess

a guy like you

2008-06-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

Our conversation
When I first started dating my wife, Emily, I was amazed how easy she was. I don't mean like that. I mean to talk to. We could discuss anything--Chinese food and gangster movies, former relationships and family stuff, character flaws and personal failings.
"Don't be insulted if I forget your birthday," I said once, early on. "I never remember birthdays."
"OK," she replied. "I'll make it a point to forget yours, too."
"Perfect."

Even when we disagreed, there was never any tetchiness, it never got stilted. I remember forcing a smile in past relationships after the person I was with had said something that didn't gibe with my way of thinking. Or biting my tongue, lest I be misunderstood. Usually it didn't seem worth getting deeper into it--with the potential for hurt feelings or further confusion liable to spoil what was otherwise a reasonably enjoyable evening. But that holding back itself was difficult. Faking it, even just in the little ways most of us do most of the time, takes effort, and I'm tired at the end of the day. The rest of life is hard enough as it is--with poor cellular connections and radioactive seafood and the war and whatnot--without having to tiptoe around the conversational pitfalls that can land a person in the dark, feeling lonely and alien, even while you're sitting right across from someone at a table in a restaurant. Or worse, lying next to her in bed.

I figure the best chance for a good night's sleep comes by ending the day as comfortably as you can. With nothing on your chest, no stress you're keeping secret. I figure you'd better be lying down next to a person you can tell your weirdest dreams, your darkest thoughts, your fruitiest feelings, your very worst fears. For me, that's Emily. And that's what keeps me hooked. That, and she lets me touch her boobs. --Dave Bry, 37, in love for nine years

GOSH. i want a relationship like that.

The Look
I crave The Look. The one my wife still shoots me after many years--a little coy, a little cocky, a little innocent, a little sophisticated, always subtle. It says: I am a grown woman. I am beautiful. Lots of men could be looking at me right this minute. And I'm looking at you. I remember being at a swanky press party one evening in Manhattan, trying to find her across a roomful of celebrities. Then, as if a lamp lit up from within her, Margaret appeared--tall, fresh and gorgeously turned out. Her eyes found mine, and she beamed me The Look. Everyone else suddenly vanished. It was so delicious I damn near passed out.

I am totally, willingly, gloriously hooked on my wife--as she is on me, I admit. But it wasn't always like this. Before our wedding in 2001, we'd already been together for a good 10 years. All the while, even though she's sexy, smart, talented, flirty and feminine--in a word, dangerous--I engaged in various forms of emotional resistance, always keeping something to myself--in a word, scared. But I was no match for The Look, so I finally did it: I leaped off the cliff with her. Marriage not only worked out, but actually intensified our relationship. Nearly four years ago Margaret was diagnosed with ovarian cancer (she's now doing OK). Since then I've done some looking of my own, at the hand I've been dealt: four aces and a wild card. That's the best anyone can ever hope for. --Jamie Katz, 57, in love for 17 years

( TAKEN from glamour magazine.)

gosh

2008-06-06T00:11:00.005+08:00

GOSHHH
i feel like killing someone now!
and i think you know who you are.
like seriously SLAP the hell out of YOU
*inserts horrible vulgar-ing words*
the freaking bad temper of mine is coming back.
ARGGG.

Stop everything you are feeling now, and lets get real.
i want you to feel
J-E-A-L-O-U-S. maybe you already are.

lol. the SATC phrase from sarah.
so real lah. hahas
hmm i want that SATC movie book. theres loads of quotes that are really nice.

2008-06-01T02:52:00.002+08:00

"You'll never find what you're looking for,
until you know what you're looking for,
before you go looking for it."
~~Philosphy Instructor

Do you know what you are loooking for>?
I DO. yes, i do.
i know what im looking for.
but..where do i start?/can i actually tell it out?

2008-06-01T02:47:00.001+08:00

"we are terrible for eachother, and, yes, we are a disaster. but tell me your heart doesn't race for a hurricane or a burning building. i'd rather die terrified than live forever."

moving on(:

2008-05-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

Im moving on(:

this few days. there are these really long hours where im alone.
no im not alone, but it feels like i was alone. thats if you get what i mean.
im kind of sick and tired of waiting and wishing and sitting.
hahas. okay..im listening to that song now, it feels nice to type it out.

Dearest ye-ye

2008-04-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

I got slapped by the 'cold' fact straight in my face, reflecting during the talk in chinese tuition that, Nobody can replace the love you give me. Youre gonna be the last that will ever love in that selflessly, that much. I so want to tell you. I LOVE YOU.
i don't want you to leave me ever, but i know time kills stuff.
i don't want this 'dreamy' life to end, but people grow.
i don't want this period to end, but its not possible.
therefore i pray that you will be with me as long as possible!!

those time i have on the phone with you is priceless, we seem to open up more on the phone then real life, if i had a chance to start over again, i want to say that i really appreciate the time we are having and love you every single time we start the call.
but i do not want history to change, for youre part of it.
For you are the main leading character in the story, for you gave me word or encouragement no matter how much of a failure i am.
For you give me the right amount of scolding,waking me up from my dreams and nonsense.
For you make me feel like the luckiest girl ever to have you there. For you do listen to me, without the bias side of life influencing stuff.For you do say sorry, when you know im hurt or when youre wrong.
No words can make you feel the thankfullness i have. the wantingness to repay it. the numbless thinking youre gonna leave me soon. Im scared. Because i don't know what to do when you leave me and whats the feeling of losing youre part of love.
I realised, i found the meaning of selfless love. And hopefully one day, i can give it too.
That one fine day...

happy birthday(:

2008-04-21T00:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYLVESTER!!!
been through so much lah

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2008-04-21T00:36:00.002+08:00

FUCKING MUM!
YOURE SO GONNA REGRET THAT

the MAID

2008-03-04T20:47:00.002+08:00

&AmandaLim, says:
your whole house would be either wood/plastic
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
LOL
&AmandaLim, says:
nothing other than that.
&AmandaLim, says:
haha
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
wood/plastic/rubber/leather/steel
&AmandaLim, says:
leather isnt possible
&AmandaLim, says:
what if she accidentally pours bleach on it
&AmandaLim, says:
haha
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
why
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
LOL
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
bleached leather 0.0
&AmandaLim, says:
ouchh lahh
&AmandaLim, says:
your condition would be thrice worst than this
&AmandaLim, says:
haha
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
LOL
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
why
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
goshhhhhh. i think worse if she pour finsh bleach
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
then set the house on fire while cooking
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
0.0 then it would be end of the world lah
&AmandaLim, says:

&AmandaLim, says:
ayyee
&AmandaLim, says:
dont be so mean
&AmandaLim, says:
haha
&AmandaLim, says:
she wont do thhat lahh
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
SHE DID IT ALMOST
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
lol my mum smelt the smoke
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
0.0 she was heating up a whole pot of oil
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
then she left it there..
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
the fume was black leh
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
poisoning le, cause the oil is overheated
&AmandaLim, says:
HUH
&AmandaLim, says:
okayy
&AmandaLim, says:
that's.
&AmandaLim, says:
HAHA
&AmandaLim, says:
SHE SHOULD BE PLACED IN A HAZARDOUS PROOF SUITE
&AmandaLim, says:
yes, she shouldd!
&AmandaLim, says:
tsktsk
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
LOL
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
YES SHE SHOULD
&AmandaLim, says:
put a scroll of rools on her forehead
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
LOL
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
put there
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
IM FREAKING DANGEROUS. STAY 5M aways at least
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
no breakable stuff. even steel is damagable in my hands
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
she 'poked' into my fridge door
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
theres a dent because of her
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
coolio right
&AmandaLim, says:
HAHA
&AmandaLim, says:
mesmerizing
&AmandaLim, says:
tsktsk.
&AmandaLim, says:
now we've gota cater for Dent Proof?
&AmandaLim, says:
whooaa, she's one hella high maintance mannn
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
LOL
Delora . Extra-excellent-licious™®☮.::IM OFFICIALLY 16(: //thatquestion):.// says:
YES SHE IS

My house is better then youre cable tv dramas.
LOADS OF STUFF happening.
and for today, there was a breakage of a limited edition johnny walker liqour. ITS like freaking wasted!!

2008-02-17T23:31:00.001+08:00

HowManyOfMe.com

There are
0
people with my name
in the U.S.A.

How many have your name?

wow

2008-02-16T19:29:00.000+08:00

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."---Neil Gaimen

hahas YES YES, im NOT in love(: lol
irony of stuff

something is wrong.

2008-02-16T19:21:00.001+08:00

OK. i got something to confess
SOMETHING IS SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH ME!!!
am i in love?
likeomgosh. i myself don't know too.
what making that sudden pump of highness, of colding sweeping through me.